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Hi Diary, Hi and hello.
Sorry that I left you in such a state, I even let my hosting lapse so I had to do quite a bit of work to get everything back to the way it was. Quite cumbersome. It’s been quite some time and I have….changed in so many ways, yet in others I have stayed the same.

I trimmed the fat, finally found some semblance of cohesion, lately my breakdowns are less frequent, more laser focused, it feel so much better. I picked up some new hobbies, some new projects, considering using planning in my daily life. I have a skincare routine, I workout, I even do yknow what, (secrets between you and me are the best). Back in mediating, back in caring about makeup, back into books, even thought about daydreaming again. I met an old friend recently and he said “V ya look good, you look happy” and I was, I smiled. Everyone post modern seems to be this “work in progress” always trying to get better. Personally the meta commentary is boring to me because I like people who grind, I like those people best. Course I enjoy wallflower people too, as long as they aren’t lazy. OH AND I’M WRITING AGAIN! Maybe I still have some baggage but…I’m starting to think about the pain so much less. It’s unfortunate that the happy posts are always so much shorter. I always go “why did I write” but I think one day I’d prefer to wonder “why didn’t i?”
Love ya diary, everything can be okay.
9/4/24
^Always date these