Every day after school, door slam for an entry on an exit. Left the whole world behind, entered a new one unaffected. Right with the other side not alone, accomplished objective. Every single day, hour after hour. Daydream of each other, even in the shower. Meds made appetite off-kilter, but you kept my life perfect through a filter. Never a day alone, never a day depressed. Took a tech step forward, happiness regressed. Replaced you with pixels. replaced you with joy sticks. Every day after school, depression’s lips were licked. More gadgets, more gizmos, nothing was the same. Grew artistically, sorrow filled my brain. I don’t remember when, I don’t remember why, one day I decided you should die. Hours all alone, lying on my bed. Dreaming of forgotten worlds, with you stuck in my head. Right by my side, never did you falter. Left to my side, imaginary friend at the altar.
November 24th, 2018 11:16pm
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