Heyhey Diary, It’s nice to speak with you again, after all so much went down since, I nuked things and set things back in a reasonable place, well I say reasonable because I of course had to figure out what was going on within me, I felt those same feelings well up again, those same…

Hi Diary, I wish I could say that the post I had in mind matches the one that I’m typing now but ultimately, unfortunately, it does not. I had it in mind a few days ago I would hop on here, spilling a happy diatribe, do my best and move on. Maybe I need my…

Hey Diary, been a while since I said hi. Sure I mean it’s only been a few days but it feels like those were a month in my head. I broke down again, you know why. Sometimes it feels like I’m having to compete against the world, even the act of finding help becomes a…

Hey Diary, let’s talk, you and me. Frankly we both know what’s coming and obviously this is the DMS that we come back to, we try things the normal way, find it totally unbearable and go back to our way. Each time progress is made, each time a new chapter and ultimately things only turn…